Tuesday, March 14, 2006
I'm
really disappointed with you guys. To think we have been friends since secondary school, or perhaps, even primary school. This is how the friendship has so easily turned into; now I realize how fragile and shallow our friendship was in the beginning. It hasn't even been two years, and we have drifted so much. What more ten years down the road? If having someone else in your life has changed you so much, perhaps even completely, I don't know how it's going to be in the future. I wonder when you all grow up and look back on this incident, you'll realise how childish it was, especially
you, and how you've lost all your friends in the course.
I think we're on the verge of losing our friendship already. All you think is about your other halfs, and treating us as spare tyres; when your other half is busy, then you'll look for us. C'mon, the chalet might be one of the
last times we'll ever meet up in a whole group before we go on with our lives, and you guys with poly lives, or whatever. I sometimes wonder why should I care so much when you guys don't even care anymore? So heck with your lives, whatever you're going to do with your results.
You reap what you sow, how true. Though this may sound mean, but it's true, your results were the consequence of these relationships. I don't even think it was worth it at all. I believe that you guys will do very well if you weren't distracted. Its really obvious how she got into a poly course of her choice while the rest of you didn't even get into a school. I can't believe you guys let yourselves be distracted at such a crucial period like the O'Levels. I really regretted not waking you guys up then; though I know my efforts would be fruitless.
Disappointed beyond words. But I'm really glad three of us are still together, heck about the rest. I'm just
so sick and tired of all this crap. I really remininisce the past where all 6 of us would hang out and have so much fun, but I guess this will just stay in the memories, the past.
Ugh, I really hate this. :'(
All it took was a smile.